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Lately, I’ve been trying to rethink the way I approach work. The sidebar to what I’m about to say is that I REALLY recoil at the idea of offering anything I’m doing in my life as anything resembling a model for anyone else, but here I go, recoiling all the way. I suspect some of the rest of you might identify with this—especially those of you with a side hustle: creative commitments that fall outside of what you do to make all or much of your money. I hope to start a conversation. So. I’ve been trying to rethink the way I approach work. For me, work means a lot of things. When I sit down to define work, I don’t think first about my day job, the thing I currently do to make money. Work is the stuff I love: taking pictures, writing, and cooking.

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As I have been taking on more freelance work, which is something that I want to do, I’ve found myself getting caught in this really awful state of “OH MY GOD I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO AND I AM NOT GOING TO GET IT ALL DONE.” Part of what gets me to this place is my over-achieving nerves and that super-fun fear of failure that I know we all have at least a little of, but when I get there my perspective gets completely out of whack. It quickly gets to the point where I can actually convince myself that something that will take me an hour to complete, will take more like three. I DO THAT TO MYSELF WITH MY OWN BRAIN. Oy.

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One small way I’ve been remedying this is slowing myself down in the midst of my work. Here’s the thing—in case you couldn’t tell from all of the type-A crazy I’ve been spewing—I don’t miss deadlines. I can afford to slow down and give my work more care and attention. To help put the breaks on the OMG I HAVE TO GET THIS DONE train, lately I’ve been giving myself little challenges. For example, when I shoot recipe round-ups, I’ve started challenging myself to use the same props and background in all the photos and still produce multiple photos that are varied and interesting. It sounds silly and small, but I’ve found that having little intentions like this in mind when I work is so helpful for me. It’s not rocket science, just a little way I’m making myself less overwhelmed right now.

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Turns out, panzanella will slow you down too. The brioche wants time to rise, time to bake, and time to get stale. The strawberries and rhubarb want time to roast and get syrupy. The whole mess wants time to sit together and get messy while your arm gets tired from whipping the cream.

Roasted Strawberry Rhubarb Brioche Panzanella

Yield: serves 4

Ingredients

  • For the Roasted Strawberries & Rhubarb
  • 1/2 pound strawberries
  • 1/2 pound rhubarb
  • 1/2 cup sugar
  • 1 vanilla bean, split and seeds scraped
  • For the Roasted Strawberry Rhubarb Brioche Panzanella
  • 1 batch roasted strawberries & rhubarb (see above)
  • 4 cups cubes (about 1/2 inch on all sides) of stale gluten-free brioche (see note below)
  • 2 T oilve oil
  • 1/2 cup heavy cream, for serving

Cooking Directions

  1. For the Roasted Strawberries & Rhubarb: Preheat the oven to 350. Toss the strawberries, rhubarb, sugar, and vanilla bean seeds together in a rectangular baking dish and let sit just until the juices start to run. Bake at 350 for 35 minutes, stirring once or twice in the first 20 minutes. Let cool to room temperature while preparing the brioche or refrigerate until ready to use.
  2. For the Roasted Strawberry Rhubarb Brioche Panzanella: Preheat the oven to 350 and toss the brioche cubes with the olive oil. Bake at 350 for 15 minutes. Remove the pan from the oven and stir the cubes, then bake for 5 minutes more. Let cool to room temperature.
  3. To assemble the dessert, place the cold or room temperature roasted fruits (juice and all) in a large bowl with the toasted brioche. Fold to combine.
  4. Whip the cream and spoon on top of the finished dessert to serve. 1/2 cup heavy cream will make enough whipped cream for 4 servings.

Notes:

  • To make this, I used the gluten-free brioche recipe in Small Plates, Sweet TreatsIf you’ve been waiting for an excuse to buy this gorgeous book, let the brioche recipe be it. Holy moly. If not, here’s a gluten-free brioche recipe from Michael Ruhlman that looks good. Of course, if you’re not gluten free use whatever darn brioche you please!
  • Pro-tip/Full disclosure: a pan of roasted strawberries and rhubarb is an easy and  delicious way to dispatch with fruit that spent a few too many days in fridge.

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We have some catching up to do! I’m working hard and thinking summery thoughts, but I have some big news and some little news that I’m excited to share. No humblebrags here, I’m proud guys.

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Lemon Balm Ice Cream

by autumn on June 3, 2013

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Lemon balm is miraculous, in a Walt Whitman yawp over the roofs of the world sort of way. It sings itself and only itself, which is just a romantic way of saying that it smells unbelievable and like nothing else at all. It works some Willy Wonka magic on milk and cream and the result is something that miraculously (again!) tastes like an entire lemon cake. I like it much more than I like old Walt.

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I am not in the habit of giving advice, but here’s an exception: make this summer your summer of ice cream. Buy the best ice cream maker you can afford—and if it’s a janky $30 one then, hey, you and I will be twins—and find a recipe that you love.

This is my basic ice cream recipe. It’s eggless to keep things affordable, so I can make it every week. Plus, after trying the Jeni’s method of making ice cream without eggs, I’ve come to love how it produces a clean taste and really lets the flavors shine through. End rant. Make some ice cream.

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Lemon Balm Ice Cream

Ingredients

  • 1 1/2 + 1/4 cups whole milk
  • 1 1/2 cups heavy cream
  • 1 generous handful (about 8 sprigs) lemon balm
  • 3 T tapioca starch
  • 3/4 cup sugar
  • 1/2 t vanilla extract
  • 1 T vodka (optional)

Cooking Directions

  1. Place 1/4 cup of milk and the tapioca starch in a small bowl and whisk to combine. Set aside.
  2. Reserve one sprig of lemon balm to tuck into the ice cream base once it is cooked. Set aside.
  3. Combine the heavy cream, remaining lemon balm, remaining milk, and the sugar in a small saucepan over med heat. Stir frequently until the sugar is dissolved and the mixture just begins to steam.
  4. Remove from heat and let the mixture steep for 30 minutes.
  5. After 30 minutes, remove the lemon balm and place the mixture over medium heat again.
  6. Stir frequently and bring to a steady simmer.
  7. Once the mixture simmers, give the reserved milk/tapioca starch slurry a final stir and whisk it into the ice cream base, stirring constantly. It should thicken quite quickly. The base is done when it coats the back of a spatula.
  8. Remove from heat and stir in vanilla extract and vodka, if using. The vodka improves the texture of homemade ice cream and you can't taste it.
  9. Place the reserved sprig of lemon balm in a heatproof bowl and pour the warm ice cream base over it.
  10. Cover and refrigerate until completely cool and process in an ice cream maker according to the manufacturer's instructions.

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Rhubarb Shrub

by autumn on May 16, 2013

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When I was developing a rhubarb shrub recipe for my recent Serious Eats piece, it took three tries to get a recipe I was happy with. My first two attempts were cold processed shrubs, which I acutally prefer because they’re so darn easy. If you’ve never tried it, a cold processed shrub is just fruit mixed with sugar and allowed to macerate (ie: you forget about it) in the fridge for a few days. The resulting sugary juice is then mixed with vinegar for a tart, fruity syrup.

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Attempts #1 and #2 were both cold processed and #2 was pretty darn good. I ultimately decided that my #3 version, a cooked shrub, was the winner. I realized that because we almost exclusively eat rhubarb cooked the flavor we tend to recognize as “rhubarb” is cooked rhubarb. That said, #3 won by just a hair and #2 was sweet, more fruity, and delicious in its own right. For these reasons and because I love the ease with which cold-processed shrubs come together, I decided to share the cold-processed version here.

I’ve been thinking of this as a small batch, starter shrub—the perfect thing to make if you haven’t quite caught the shrub-bug yet. It’s not as vinegary as some recipes, it retains the rhubarb’s lovely, pink hue, and it lets the unique side of rhubarb’s raw flavor to shine through. All good things!

Rhubarb Shrub

Ingredients

  • 6 oz rhubarb, diced
  • 6 oz granulated sugar
  • 1/4 cup white wine vinegar

Cooking Directions

  1. Place the rhubarb and sugar in a medium bowl and stir to combine.
  2. Cover the bowl with foil and place in the fridge to macerate for 2 days.
  3. After two days, position a fine mesh strainer over a small bowl and pour the mixture through to remove the solids. Save for another use or discard the solids.
  4. Combine the strained syrup with the vinegar in a pint jar and shake to combine and help dissolve any extra sugar.
  5. Serve topped with soda water to taste and store in the fridge.

Notes:

  • This really does make a small batch, right around a half pint. Of course, it can easily be scaled up if you have more rhubarb to invest and you already know you’re a fan of shrubs.
  • Your final product will not suffer if the rhubarb macerates for a bit longer than two days.

 

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Rhubarb Vanilla Bean Donuts

by autumn on May 9, 2013

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In the city, a bag full of rhubarb is the secret language of people with gardens in their pasts. Our garden gates were a row of peas on one side, rhubarb on the other. I was the pea cheerleader, a watchdog of their progress up my mom’s hand-made trellis, a carefully strung contraption of dowels and kitchen twine.

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Thanks to my reputation for gauging the peas’ growth by eating them, I was warned away from the rhubarb whose big, billowy leaves I had been told were poisonous. Frankly, I wasn’t much interested in anything that I couldn’t pluck or pull right from the earth and stick directly in my mouth—even carrots, after a quick shake—that having the rhubarb off-limits wasn’t a much of a loss.

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Now, I treasure it. Even its most skinny spring stalks can survive a day being carted around Brooklyn in this writer’s purse in an attempt to have it all: rhubarb and time with a good friend in one perfect Saturday with imperfect public transit. If you tell someone what to do with rhubarb, they will think that you know something and feel as if you have given them a gift. And if, say, you put rhubarb in a donut that’s something to be proud of.

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Rhubarb Vanilla Bean Donuts

adapted from Babycakes Covers the Classics (via Bon Appetit)

For the cooked rhubarb:

8 ounces (scant 2 cups) thin rhubarb stalks, sliced into 1/4 inch rounds
6 T water

  1. Combine the rhubarb and water in a small saucepan over very low heat.
  2. Stir frequently, cooking just until the rhubarb is completely broken down.
  3. Remove from heat and allow to cool slightly while you assemble the donut ingredients. You’ll use about half of this for the donuts and about half for the glaze.

For the Donuts:

1/3 cup liquid refined coconut oil, plus more for oiling the pan
1 cup cane sugar
3/4 cup brown rice flour
1/3 cup garbanzo and fava bean flour
1/2 cup potato starch
1/4 cup arrowroot
1 1/2 tsp. baking powder
1/2 tsp. xanthan gum
1/2 tsp. salt
1/8 tsp. baking soda
6 Tbsp. cooked rhubarb (see above)
2 Tbsp. vanilla extract
1 vanilla bean, split and scraped
1/2 cup hot tap water

  1. Generously oil two donut pans (6 donuts each) with coconut oil and set aside. Preheat the oven to 325.
  2. Combine the sugar, brown rice flour, garbanzo and fava bean flour, potato starch, arrowroot, baking powder, xanthan gum, salt, and baking soda in a large bowl. Whisk until fully incorporated.
  3. Make a well in the center and add the cooked rhubarb, vanilla extract, vanilla bean seeds, coconut oil, and hot tap water. Stir until fully combined.
  4. Using a melon baller or a tablespoon, put 3-4 tablespoons of batter in each donut mold and use a toothpick to spread it evenly.
  5. Bake for 16 minutes, rotating once after 8 minutes.
  6.  Allow donuts to cool in the pan for 5 minutes, then remove them to a wire rack to cool completely.

For the rhubarb glaze:

1/8 cup rhubarb juice, from the remaining cooked rhubarb
1 1/3 cup confectioner’s sugar

  1. Put the remaining cooked rhubarb into a fine mesh strainer positioned over a small bowl.
  2. Stir the cooked rhubarb to help separate the pulp and strain the juice. Reserve the pulp for another use or discard.
  3. Measure 1/8 cup of the strained juice (You should have a bit more than that. If you’re shy, you can sneak in a little water to make up the difference.) and combine it in a small bowl with 1 1/3 cup confectioner’s sugar. Stir until smooth.
To Assemble:

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Disclosure: There’s an Amazon.com affiliate link up there, which means I will receive an itty bitty commission on all purchases made through Amazon links in this post.

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rhubarb-stalks

This weekend, I bought my first greenmarket rhubarb of the season. I bagged just over a pound of pip-squeak little stalks that were piled in a foil roasting pan and shoved next to some kale. The lady who came after me said something about not wanting to be greedy and after the lady who came after her, it was gone. This, my friends, is the most wonderful time of the year. Here are some recipes, so you’re ready.

What’s on your rhubarb to-do list this year?

Rhubarb Almond Breakfast Cakes from The Year in Food

Rhubarb Fool from The First Mess

Pink Peppercorn Rhubarb and Berry Cake from Canelle et Vanille

Rhubarbaritas from Local Kitchen

Rhubarb Lime Granita from Apt 2B Baking Co

And some of my favorites…

Rhubarb Shrub + 3 drinks from Serious Eats

Strawberry Rhubarb Crisp

Milk & Honey Pudding with Stewed Rhubarb

Rhubarb White Wine Sorbet (forgive the pics, this one is an oldie, but goodie)

Rhubarb Jelly

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Put ‘Em Up! Fruit Giveaway Winner

by autumn on April 18, 2013

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Just a quick note to thank everyone for helping me cheer on the launch of Put ‘Em Up! Fruit. It was so nice to hear about how many of you were excited for preserving season! Me too. Congrats to Candy for winning a copy of the book!

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For those of you who didn’t win, there are still plenty of chances! Check out the below stops on the book blog tour for more recipes, giveaways, and peeks into the book!

 

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This is going to sound completely made up, but I’m going to tell you anyway. When the folks at Storey Publishing asked me to be a part of the blog book tour celebrating the release of Put ‘Em Up! Fruit, I was making a batch of pickles from the author Sherri Brooks Vinton’s other book, Put ‘Em Up!. I just use it that much. Put ‘Em Up! is a super-reliable preserving volume with a very wide scope that quickly became a stand-by in my kitchen. I can see Put ‘Em Up! Fruit, which focuses in on 80 ways to practically preserve fruit and 80 ways to use it up once it’s in jars, earning a similarly prominent place on my bookshelf.

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Put ‘Em Up! Fruit is perfectly geared toward how I am preserving this days. As I wrote recently, I find myself gravitating toward more basic recipes for local and seasonal pantry staples. There’s a huge range of preserving techniques covered in the book—drying, freezing, preserving in booze, and canning. Plus some there are some really unique tutorials (like an super-intriguing limoncello recipe and a step-by-step guide to making your own apple cider vinegar).
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What I think sets this book apart is that for each preserving recipe there’s an accompanying recipe that makes use of the preserved fruit. So smart! And if you’re a seasoned preserver and already have some jars around that you’re working on using up, I found the “use ‘em up” recipes helpful for that too. This book will be a great resource for the upcoming preserving season, but there are plenty of in-between season recipes too. I was drawn to the lemon, red onion, and oregano jam because of its savory potential. Thanks to the folks at Storey, I’m sharing the recipe for lemon, red onion, and oregano jam and I have a copy of Put ‘Em Up! Fruit to give away.
Leave a comment on this post by Tuesday April 16th, 5pm ET to be entered to win a copy of Put ‘Em Up! Fruit. (US readers only please)
Be sure to check out the other “stops” on the blog book tour for more recipes and chances to win! And check out the book trailer and more about the book at: http://whol.st/oreyFruit.
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Lemon, Red Onion, and Oregano Jam

Excerpted from Put ‘em Up! Fruit (c) by Sherri Brooks Vinton, photography (c) by Jennifer May, used with permission from Storey Publishing.

Makes 5 cups

This recipe is a tad intense to prep. Halfway through julienning the lemon zest I start to curse the fuss of it. But all the fuss is forgotten when the heat hits the pot — the perfume of the lemons and lovely pink hue that the onions bring to the picture dispel all memory of tedium. This is truly a gorgeous jam.

Ingredients

          2  pounds lemons (8–10)

          2  cups water

          4  cups sugar

          4  teaspoons Pomona’s Universal Pectin

          1  pound red onions (about 1 large or 2 medium), diced

          ½  cup red wine vinegar

          2  tablespoons dried oregano

          ½  teaspoon salt

          ¼  teaspoon freshly ground black pepper

          4  teaspoons calcium water (from the Pomona’s Universal Pectin kit)

Prepare

1. Using a vegetable brush, scrub the fruit with a nontoxic, odorless dish soap and hot water.

2. Remove the zest from the lemons with a vegetable peeler, being sure to leave any white pith behind. Julienne the zests. (See page 35 for more on julienne.) Combine the zests and water in a small nonreactive saucepan and bring to a boil. Reduce the heat, cover, and simmer gently for 30 minutes to soften the zests.

3. Combine 2 cups of the sugar with the pectin in a small bowl and set aside.

4. Supreme the lemons (see page 130), discarding the white pith and seeds. Combine the lemon flesh with the softened zests and their simmering liquid in a large nonreactive pot. Add the remaining 2 cups sugar, onion, vinegar, oregano, salt, and pepper. Bring to a boil, stirring to dissolve the sugar, and then reduce the heat and simmer, stirring occasionally, until the onions are translucent, about 10 minutes.

5. Stir in the calcium water. Slowly add the pectin mixture, stirring constantly to avoid clumping. Bring to a boil, reduce the heat, and simmer for 1 to 2 minutes, continuing to stir constantly, until the sugar is completely dissolved.

6. Remove from the heat. Allow the jam to rest for 5 minutes, giving it an occasional gentle stir to release trapped air; it will thicken slightly. Skim off any foam.

Preserve

Refrigerate: Cool, cover, and refrigerate for up to 3 weeks.

Can: Use the boiling-water method as described on page 20. Ladle the jam into clean, hot half-pint jars, leaving 1/4 inch of headspace between the top of the jam and the lid. Run a bubble tool along the inside of the glass to release trapped air. Wipe the rims clean; center lids on the jars and screw on jar bands until they are just fingertip-tight. Process the jars by submerging them in boiling water to cover by 2 inches for 10 minutes. Turn off the heat, remove the canner lid, and let the jars rest in the water for 5 minutes. Remove the jars and set aside for 24 hours. Check the seals, then store in a cool, dark place for up to 1 year.

(Disclosure: I received a free review copy of this book from the publisher, but my opinions remain my own.)

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Today I am joining 2oo other food bloggers to amplify the message of the film A Place at the Table and inspire action to fight hunger in America. According to the organization Share Our Strength, “nearly one in five children in America lives in households that struggle to put food on the table.”

Part of what moved me to add my voice to the chorus was my own experiences receiving food stamp benefits and assistance from the free and reduced lunch program. While these benefits were vital to me at the times I received them, they do not address the complex issues of class, gender, racism, generational poverty, and a broken food system that surround hunger. It is with a fierce gratitude that I’m demanding that policies must change. While continuing to fund these national food assistance programs, we must work to eliminate the root causes of hunger.

Here’s what you can do right now:

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Today I’m also sharing a recipe for lemon and turmeric lentils that I’ve often turned to in lean times. It has that essential quality of a good budget-friendly recipe, which is that it’s endlessly flexible. Don’t have garlic? Use an onion. Don’t have an onion? That’s fine too. Leave out the ginger if you need to. The turmeric gives the lentils great flavor and a vibrant yellow color.

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Lemon and Turmeric Lentils

Yield: serves 3-4

Ingredients

  • 4 cloves garlic, minced
  • 1/2 inch knob ginger, finely minced
  • 3/4 cup red lentils, sorted and rinsed well
  • 2 second pour canola or olive oil
  • 2 t ground turmeric
  • 2 t lemon juice
  • 3 cups water
  • Brown rice, prepared according to package instructions
  • Yogurt (optional), for serving

Cooking Directions

  1. In a medium saucepan over medium heat, saute the garlic and ginger in the oil for a couple minutes, being careful not to burn the garlic.
  2. Add the turmeric and saute for about a minute more.
  3. Add the lentils, water, and lemon juice and increase the heat to high.
  4. Bring the mixture to a boil then decrease heat to medium low.
  5. Simmer uncovered until the mixture thickens and the lentils have completely broken down, about 40 minutes. Stir frequently, especially as the mixture thickens to prevent burning.
  6. Season with salt and pepper to taste and serve over brown rice with a dollop of yogurt, if desired.

 

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Mid-week Link Love

by autumn on March 27, 2013

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These gluten-free, vegan oatmeal waffles from The Minimalist Baker might single handedly push me to buy a waffle iron. Amazing!

This sweet potato and brussels sprout skillet from Love & Lemons is so much like what we’ve been eating lately. Our version most often has potatoes, cabbage, and eggs. Perfect late-winter/early-spring eating.

This is completely stunning. (Via forty sixth at grace.)

You know that I love a good use for citrus rinds. Check out this homemade cleaner from What Julia Ate.

Speaking of citrus rind, a gorgeous Seville Orange Marmalade from Lottie and Doof.

Simple Polenta from David Lebovitz.

More fermented carrots! Kate over at Hip Girls Guide to Homemaking read my mind.

I made 3 tea-based cocktails for Serious Eats this week. There’s a tea-infused bourbon (!!!).

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